A reflection for Parents, Coaches and Players

Good evening to everyone full of joy and light.

I'm not used to and as a matter a fact I never speak about or share my feelings about what I observe and live in tournaments or matches that I watch. What I share now is not meant for teaching anything to anyone. My feelings to share the experience that I have lived, are so strong and they helped me so much that I'm going to let them flow out with humility and respect in case someone might be interested to hear it.

This afternoon I had the pleasure or gift to be able to go to a tournament with two players “I train”. Before the match the three of us were together and we spoke about things that would be useful to help us grow as players and also as people!! In both cases it was two things; the first and the priority was to play and be with respect and acceptation towards themselves each moment and to speak to themselves with affection no matter what. The other thing was a technical and tactical matter that we agreed would be the most logical to continue with, in the match today. It was amazing to watch them play with LOVE towards themselves in the form of Respect and Acceptance!! I want to point out that this doesn’t mean that they didn’t play with intensity or wish to win the point, the game and the match, since it's one of the reasons why one plays.

It gets distorted so much, to play with Respect and Acceptance towards oneself doesn’t mean playing without desire, intensity and passion that it’s a pity that it gets confused so much… I have seen other players that were playing in the tournament and in general (it's not necessary to say it because we have all seen it in tournaments on a daily basis) we see suffering, frustration, rage… and not only that, these emotions are useless for anyone who wants to learn and improve. One who is in Harmony and Calm can develop or learn any activity, in this case tennis.

One of the players that I observed (played against one of the guys I was with) was speaking to himself negatively, but halfway through the second set the level of negativity towards himself went up considerably ….(if you allow me to share what he was saying, and even though it might sound strong, in reality this is normal for many players who are trying to be professional)… You are crap, son of a bitch and the worst one was, I'm a useless piece of shit… If only he would know the human being he is…

Some of you may not understand what I'm going to share, I'm not trying or pretending to make you understand or understand me, but witnessing this tremendous punishment that he was inflicting on himself and what he felt towards himself, I felt an immense Love and empathy and compassion that my eyes became watery to give place to some tears that were charged with LOVE towards this person and all others that live in the same way and unfortunately there are many people who live in this way….and those moments that I lived 25 years ago came back to me, moments when I even wished not to live…..some people that see this may think that what I share is an exaggeration or maybe they wish that they never saw this so that they could continue to believe that this LOVE thing is stupid and that it doesn’t fit with professional sport or even in normal daily life…. To all of them, I give MY FULL RESPECT and the maximum amount of LOVE….
But in saying that it is something very serious how a Human Being treats oneself and according to how he treats himself it has an effect on the life he makes for himself. Some believe that if you play tennis or other competitive sport with LOVE that it`s not possible to do it with intensity, desire, courage, resistance… I would have loved to have had the present to see both players in the match run, hit the ball, sprint to drop shots or pump himself up but from the base of Respect towards themselves and towards others around them even though on occasions things happen that one doesn’t like, for example a big mistake in a match or a bad understanding between a ball mark of the other player.

LOVE doesn’t mean to be soft and empty of energy, force and desire.

LOVE is to Respect oneself and to Accept oneself at all times and especially in the moments when things don’t work out how you would like them to. It is the ability to continue in Harmony to the next point having learnt from what happened instead of using the time after a “mistake” to disrespect and insult yourself and not to see why the “mistake” occurred.

And I put in inverted comas “mistake” because a mistake is the door that proceeds a new opportunity to learn. But in order to open this door one must open it with the key of LOVE (Respect and Acceptance)

It`s hard for me to observe somebody insult themselves or others, or cheat in order to win at all costs, to cry in frustration, to speak badly and sometimes fight with themselves over what they didn’t do well after the match, one sees this as “normal” and it's so common that it becomes normal. 

On the other side having finished a match after losing and to leave the court and receive a hug full of LOVE affection and Respect should be normal…. .to listen to him and to speak to him with empathy and understanding with Respect Affection and LOVE is seen as something abnormal and even labeled absolutely crazy at times……

Imagine a world full of crazy or loony people!!! It would be amazing in my opinion!!!
Lets start to be a little crazy with ourselves with LOVE Respect and Acceptance to ourselves!!
In the end we don’t need to do or achieve things so that others give compliments to us or respect or accept us more.

We give LOVE to ourselves and this Respect and Acceptance we will have for ourselves and besides that it will be true and not false respect. It's false to receive respect or compliments if we win and then negativity if we lose.

With all my affection and Respect to you, if you would allow me to send you a Huge Hug full of Respect Affection and LOVE no matter what you do!!!


"We are one, let us unite ..."

I write these lines with tears of Gratitude and Happiness for the feeling that I am living ...

Of course what follows is a feeling that I share with all respect towards any other opinions;

The day we look at a Human Being as what is, A HUMAN BEING, that day our world and society will be a beautiful place to live ...

The Human Being is that, Human Being. A wonderful Being of Light and LOVE, it is not a man, it is not a woman, it is a whole without separation, because separating losses The Truth, the essence of union and strength ...

As we have been mislead so much ... to the point of creating rivalry and consequently separation of the EVERYTHING that is the Human Being !!!
Without the feminine part we would be lame as Human Beings and without the masculine part the same ..
Imagine that my two eyes or two hands would fight to be one better than the other and try to make all the blood flow only towards itself leaving the other without enough blood supply. With a "whoever wins wins" attitude one of the hands or eyes would be reduced or very reduced. And if that happens imagine that it is the right eye that is more depleted and his vision is much smaller than it could be if it were well nourished by blood. When walking down the street a bicycle that loses control is approaching dangerously at high speed on its right side ..... and not having enough vision his right eye does not detect the danger and the bike hits him strongly resulting in dangerous injuries ...
If the eyes had both been in balance with the balance of blood flow nothing would have happened!
But the struggle to have more power than the other seemingly would weaken one but ultimately it was both that was weakened.

Because both are there to serve and will help all of the body !!! And if the body weakens and suffers, both of them finally get hurt!
That's right! We are an "All Human" Being..
It does not make sense to separate those two important and vital parts for the existence of humanity such as Man-Woman or Woman-Man ...

If we stop for a moment and observe, I do not believe that there is any Human Being that wants to live diminished and weakened, losing part of its strength and power.

The strength in everything comes from the UNION and not the separation!

Let's look at ourselves as Human Beings !!!,
Not like eyes or hands competing and fighting between us stupidly diminishing our capabilities.

UNITE FOR THE HUMANITY and thus create a stronger and happier society !!!
Together we are more Valuable for Humanity and Society ...

With all Respect and Affection let me, if you feel, to send you a hug of Infinite Appreciation, LOVE & PEACE.


I LOVE ME to be able to LOVE YOU ...

Love in the Olympics

I wish you a good day full of hope for change in each of us and therefore in the WORLD !!!

You've probably seen this video .....


And so words are unnecessary…..

If i had a business I would not hesitate to make the biggest contract ever seen for these two athletes for providing us with such an example of LOVE coming straight from the soul. Without even thinking it just came out of them!

This humanity is ¡AWAKENING!! And yourself reading this are also awakening! It is within you the instinct of love that you are increasingly seeing around you!

I send you a hug full of love & PEACE and try to feel it and send it outwards to everyone because that is the highest medal that one can get .....

LOVE in our lives and in our actions over the poisonous ego.

Besides this medal is one that everyone can get !!! Without any contests !!! You simply just have to wish for it and it will be yours !!!

Because we have it within us !!!

Long live the Olympics of LOVE !!!

These ones should be celebrated every day !!! And always played at home!!!

I LOVE YOU ..... We are all Olympians !!! Let our race be to the installation of love in our lives !!!

Heartily Congratulations to all the athletes who have achieved the medal of metal that they have so desired, also those who have tried but without getting it. And above all CONGRATULATIONS to you for every day trying to live more and more from love !!! with your actions, your words, with your eyes ..... Because this is what changes humanity ….. a medal made from metal may create some positive things but it does not have the ability to change humanity .....

With all my respect and love ..... I LOVE ME in order to LOVE YOU from my heart unconditionally .....


The unity of the male & female energy

Good morning full of love and joy to all !!!

A few minutes ago I listened to the personal history of an Afghan woman from when she as a child (now 30) on the treatment of women, she has awakened in me a deep feeling of compassion and understanding for her soul and person and so I felt to share something with all of you who wish to receive it.

As always, first of all I must say that it is my feeling and my opinion and I do not intend to make anyone feel and think the same way. My only wish is to share something that has helped me grow a little more in my day as a Human Being.

Imagine a bicycle, divided into the steel frame on one side and the wheels on the other, imagine the absurdity if one had to work by its self separate to the other. Imagine that each part of the bicycle was trying to be trying to be the most important part. The result would being a bicycle but in two separate parts with both wanting to transport a person (the iron frame on side and the two wheels on the other) but because of their unconsciousness and misunderstanding (promoted by the ego) they are not able to transport anyone.

But if these two parts UNITE being aware that they are part of the same thing, it is then when they can realise their true purpose !!!

This is so easy to understand, yet it is what happens to men and women.

Let me share this thought/opinion;

The Human Being is Man-Woman. It is true that it may be in the "form" of a man or "form" of a women. But in both cases it is the female and male energy. If man will be more of masculine energy, but also have a female part (say 70% male and 30% female) and vice versa in the case of a woman.

It could be said that the male energy is a pragmatic, mental energy, among its most abundant characteristics. And the feminine energy is more related to sensitivity, intuition and empathy.

When separated they are both lame !!! But united they become perfection!!!

Women (with more feminine energy in full) are responsible for being MOTHERS with greater capacity for empathy, understanding, tenderness, ability to intuit, to welcome those new souls coming into life. But without the masculine energy with their mental-organised mind they will give a different type of support. After the child has grown they will give a more three-dimensional day-to-day security and without that male energy it would take away what the child’s soul needs.

Well in this society if we think about, and in some countries more than others, but generally it encourages competition and therefore separation between the two!!! It’s as if to separate the wheels and the frame but still try to create the perfect bike. IT IS IMPOSSIBLE!!! And then one party despises the other and vice versa without realising that it means the bike can never ride!!!

!!! WE ARE ONE !!!

And that means that both ENERGIES, Men and Women, are equally important and it is the union and balance of both peace and harmony in humanity!!!

One is no more important than the other, both are essential but its true power comes together to create the Harmony !!!

Is it true that mothers have a special ability to maintain a home with harmony and organisation? They understand the child on the one hand and on the other hand the father is so important to her in her home. She has that sensitivity and empathy to understand and try to harmonise the home. As a father (male energy) when there is a situation that we must show firmness and strength to someone or something unjust, they show firmness and strength to balance the mothers energy.


At the end we understand that both women and men have to be in unity and harmony not faced with sexism or feminism.

If we find that balance that is what will harmonise our homes, nations and planet.

To the female energy you must not only give space but ask it to guide us with its sensitivity and intuition coupled with more mental and earthy masculine energy we will live in a more comprehensive and humane manner.

Because a human being is feminine and masculine energy.

So there are men and women in union and harmony to create a wonderful world-home!!!

So get the tools (ie what is in your power to do on your part) and begin to attach the bicycle frame with the wheels for therefore.............. !!! everything runs smoothly !!!

With all my respect and love I send you a hug full of

         LOVE PEACE

Long live the Men and Women, Women and Men as energy just created to the whole Divine and Wonderful.


Thank you Novak for always promoting LOVE when you have the chance

Good Morning full of LOVE & PEACE !!!

When a number one "wins" a tournament it’s something we could say is relatively normal, (the word “win” always with quotation marks because it is really not won or lost, but already through experience does one learn and grow). But for a "character" of that size do, to say or show something about love is very unusual and strange. This time Novak gives a nod of recognition to LOVE !!! Increasingly aware of the importance of Love in our lives !!!

THANK YOU Novak for always promoting LOVE when you have the chance.

But best of all is that it does not take a character/celebrity to show love in our daily actions !!! YOU and ME, we can do it too !!!

At the end LOVE is to be aware that we are all one, pushing the illusion that the ego makes us believe that we are different and we have to prove this to each other. Just to write it makes me feel like I’m vibrating under the craziness of trying to be different from another People, being both he (the other human being) like me, divine and wonderful human beings !!!

There is nothing better or higher than being human being !!! So it makes no sense to live under unconsciousness, the ego pushes us to believe that we can and must be "better" than another Human Being.

I invite you (if you wish) to close your eyes for a few seconds and feel the magnificence and Divinity you are which resides within you ..... Just as in the rest of all mankind !!!

A Big Hug full of LOVE & PEACE.


         I LOVE YOU.....

We are not simply animals

I want to share some thoughts and feeling with all my respect for those who want to receive;

Can you imagine eating rotten food, what would happen in our bodies? Or infected food?

Nobody would think to do it?

But yet for our soul, every time we judge or act from selfishness we are doing the same thing!!! It suffers!!! It hurts!!! It is indigestible and when it happens regularly our soul writhes in pain ..... And that the soul of the person who we have prosecuted or relieved our selfishness upon also suffers !!!

And the most terrible thing is that we are not aware of what those acts cause in our souls, consequently in our bodies and in our minds .....

We are not aware that without realising it we act like animals with only primary actions and thoughts with no consciousness !!!

And do not fall into the mistake of saying that phrase which is so often repeated;

"If in the end we are animals"

!!! That's unconscionable !!!


We can agree that we have a physical body like the animals but there is something human beings have the animal do not. CONSCIOUSNESS, but if that separates us from the animals, our consciousness, if we live with it turned off then yes; we are just like animals.

So I ask and I ask myself not to live in unconsciousness with those unique primary desires directed by ego and instead become aware of that Divine Being full of love that we are; so not to act under the direction of our ego to any person and in any situation !!!

If you have sensitivity (and I know that you do because you are a human) it would certainly move you if you saw the miss treatment of a horse being underfed day after day still being forced to carry great amounts of weight covering long distances. The owner continuing to force the horse to work for his own gain, ego and selfishness. This would surely make you feel emotions of pity and compassion for the horse right?

But this is what we do to ourselves? We continuously self harm and continuous demand, daily constant trials and endless flogging .....

And of course we do it to others too, demanding, judging, using them for our own ego.

Do you see the unconsciousness with which we try and treat ourselves and others?

Please take consciousness of Divinity that we all are.

It's appalling what we do to each other and it starts with ourselves !!!

Therefore start from now to become aware that we are not animals and not to treat one another as such. We are human beings and when that consciousness awakens in us not only among humans but also to treat all other forms of life (animals and nature) with LOVE.

I feel so deeply to tell you that I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU AND I LOVE YOU and that any unconscious act you may have committed SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY And both to you and to myself .....


With respect and affection I send you a hug full of love & PEACE and Consciousness !!!

   I LOVE YOU.....

I'll just go back two thousand years, but it could be more...

I wish you LOVE, PEACE, happiness and harmony .....

I feel and want to share with the utmost respect this feeling and thinking you;

I'll just go back two thousand years but it could be more.

Since then humanity has evolved greatly externally. It has invented the revolver, rifle, printing, car, motorcycle, telephone, Internet ..... So we travel into space !!!

But within ourselves, we are in a total involution !!!

Two thousand years ago, we killed between us and continue to do so today ..............

PLEASE TAKE HALF MINUTE TO REALLY FEEL THIS….We continue killing ourselves..........


Everything that has been invented is for external purposes and to nourish our ego if we think about it. Everything is for our comfort and well-being of our physical body.

And what about our other body? The Self-Soul-Spirit?

How long have we dedicated to know each other as human beings? And to become aware of our shortcomings as beings, to "invent" to "discover" more about our inner-selves? To explore and discover our needs as human beings?

As individuals we are all day watching shortcomings or virtues (things that we believe are shortcomings or virtues) that we have, that we’re missing all on a social level, all to value ourselves from our ego. Do I have power? Am I well known? Am I respected? Because of my work "conquests" or materials?

But what about our Self-Soul-Spirit?

Do we look deep inside ourselves?

It is tremendous that we continue like thousands of years ago !!! Unconscious and "illiterate" in that aspect of us selves. It educate ourselves to understand that everything revolves around money as the epicentre and primary focus of our lives.

We can watch with humility and love, without judgment, and we realise the time we devote to "succeed" as individuals and that we have forgotten to "succeed" as HUMAN BEINGS.

Because we do not start to look inward and see all those fears, selfishness ..... Inhabiting us? Then to be aware as a first step to later then transform into thoughts, emotions and feelings in harmony, pure and beautiful !!!

A path (in my opinion, and my opinion is just that with love and respect I share with you) that is going to help tremendously is being aware of the Divine wonderful and perfect that we all are!!! And perfect from our inner being and not from the individual ego.

Being aware of our Divine as Beings that we shall not pretend to be something we don’t really want to be !!!

You're not (for instance) Juan, electrician, with a house of 100m2 that has so much money in the bank and a car brand xy ... etc etc etc ......... DO NOT!!!

you are not the label !!! But we are in total unconsciousness and believing that we live it in the eyes of others !!! DO NOT!!!

What we really are is a Divine Being trying to be aware of it and remember the wonder that everyone is!!! 7 billion of us every bit as perfect beings and Divine. Don’t fall into the temptation of being slaves allies outwardly but inwardly.

By this I do not mean that money is evil and an enemy, no. Money is a necessary and useful in the society in which we live, of course, so you have to respect and appreciate that. But we can not put it as a master of our lives ahead of our being, instead of having our service to help us physically live three-dimensionally in order to focus on our great lack as humanity for thousands of years is to love and respect us together. And then you go on killing remain as primitive as we were.

We are educated from all sides with the premise that the primary way in this life are the property and we are trained from childhood to spend eight or more hours to achieve that end.

But think !!! We still remain like thousands of years ago !!! We live in a culture of fear !!! Or a fear to not have or fear of losing what we have !!!

But that's from the outside. Because if we are aware of what we are internally !!! Wonderful divine Beings, that we do not have to try and find because we are intrinsically the human being that we are, and not afraid to lose it, because it is impossible. All we have to do is spend time watching ourselves to remember and rediscover the magic and Divine Being that we ALL are!!!

And quite sure that from this awareness Humanity will discover the greatest truth;


The killings among us has no place in our society and will be replace by peace and harmony.

But to do this we must start by looking inward and stop being sheep following a system that praises the money as the main reason for existence.

Why in the same way that we talk about killing each other (that would be the end) we could speak to deceive, betray, hate ..... between us for the sole purpose of feeding and decorating my illusory "label" of who I am. !!! WAKE UP !!!

Let us not be manipulated and think for ourselves and not be misled by the illusory idea that the outside will give us the true happiness. Only the truth to be aware of the Divine Being that we are will make you feel the calm and tranquility that you are looking outside for.

All at one level or another we have lived. We fight (note the word, we fight) for something we want believing that obtaining it will bring us the happiness and if you find it quickly you will ow be looking for something else to bring you the feeling.

HAPPINESS is already in you !!! But it is within you and you will get it when you connect with that great truth;


And as always it is the love way that will make us begin to respectand love ourselves so that we can do the same to others.

I send you a hug of LOVE & PEACE filled with the desire to look inwards a couple of times a day while being aware of what we all have in there (something that can not be explained but only felt .....)



Happy new year & a happy life!

Good evening, Happy New Year and more over, Happy Life!!!

It has come to me this video that I would like to share with you (please ignore the advertising message of the bank, with my respect I would have removed it but I do not know how)

I cried with LOVE for what it has transmitted to me;

It only takes one to play or sing a piece of music. But when you let others help, not wanting to be the protagonist, the beauty that you get is superb !!!

If I asked you; at what point did the music speak to you or touch you the most? Was it at the beginning when he was the only one who played a stringed instrument or at the end when there were many musical instruments merging with one another with the same purpose, including human voices?

Surely everyone will say in the end. Logical!!!

And what is the teaching that brings us as a wonderful gift this video?



And that is LOVE .....

LOVE is union, help ..... Among other things.

And the ego is individuality, separation ..... And other things that lead to pain, suffering and loneliness.

For example when it is too cold in a room, what does a group of people do?

Come together to make warmth !!!

When the football of two children lands on a roof, what do they do? 

Probably one gets on the others shoulders so that they can get on the roof and collect the ball !!!

And now I ask myself and I ask you;

Would it not be better to live in any context of our daily lives from this union and with unity in order to advance harmoniously in our evolution or awakening as human beings?

So if the answer is YES, which it is. Let us begin this year in order to be mindful that our ego does not govern our acts wanting to be unique (only one is synonymous with being isolated and alone in your top and that's what the ego seeks to make you believe you need to be unique. That you will be happier and what you get is a feeling that seemingly at first is happy, but which is only really euphoria to give way after fear and consequently stress, anguish, anxiety and loneliness.)

We should live for what we like but not for being better or unique, but to enjoy what we like to do, without being disconnected from all other human beings around us !!!

If you like the violin, play the violin!!!

If you like the cello, play the cello!!!

If you like to singing, sing!!!

If you’re good at it and you like directing, then conduct the orchestra !!!

There are no better positions than others!!!

There are only different and diverse instruments and actions so that you make the most of what resonates with you and that you enjoy!!!

That is all!!!

In the video, one playing the violin, one cello, one ..... One is responsible for directing, but none of them is more valuable than the other !!! THEY ARE ALL ONE !!!

That is the point!!! WE ARE ALL ONE!

I sincerely hope this is the beginning 2016, of the remaining years to go forth in your life, you live it from that consciousness of oneness with everyone and everything.

I send you a hug filled with love & respect and UNION PEACE !!!

    !!!WE ARE ALL ONE!!!

    2016 but mostly HAPPY REST OF YOUR LIFE LIVED IN UNION .....

    I LOVE YOU, I LOVE ME ..... because we are all ONE

Novak, wholeheartedly thanks ...

17 or 18 years ago my physical life was in jeopardy and I was very close to death, at that time my life was just tennis, I was a professional player and had a strong future in the sport. But my malaise was huge, I despised myself, I did not respect myself, I was always judging who I was, I never was good enough at what I did and I always wanted more. This made me reach a state of desire to stop living.

(I use this opportunity because my mother does not use Facebook or other technology and so I ask those closest to her that they don’t let her read this, becauseI know now that I'm a dad, it will for sure hurt her soul to hear it again, but I feel I must share it if it can help someone to not go through what I went through.)

Something came to me, i don’t know from where, but it gave me a solution. And it was a rumbling inside of a feeling, word, message telling me;


And I felt relief for the first time in years. That was all? Love me? That would solve everything?

And something deep inside me said;

Yes, that is the solution and install LOVE in everything you do in your life .....

It was so strong (more than strong, it was complete certainty)

I felt so sure that the only thing left to do, was put in the work.

And indeed, I began to feel calmer and that led me to inner peace (hence LOVE & PEACE)

Things began to change in my life, starting with my tennis, because more LOVE for myself, the better I felt and was not afraid to lose, because I did not need recognition, attention and praise which was initially why I really wanted to win, believing that that would make me happy. And it was not !!! My tennis kept evolving and the results were on par, earning more than ever, but I was not looking to win but playing from the true enjoyment that was for me the sport (such as a child, playing five hours followed with the smile on their face, no matter what happened)

But I felt within me to leave professional tennis (for reasons that would be very long to explain and will not contribute to what I really want to share)

By leaving tennis competition, not knowing what I really wanted to do in my life (clearly felt nothing) I had two calls (already had offers to coach before and I had discarded them, and two were socially speaking very good)

These two calls were two guys I knew from where I trained my entire career as a professional (school of Luis Bruguera) and felt there was such suffering on them I knew well, especially in one of them. They were Oscar and Ivan. And it was there that I began to share the path of love applied to the court, which was brought to me and is continuing my evolution as a human being. I kept going forward, reaching energies, spirituality ..... in the end all It is the same !!! LOVE !!!

But it helps you understand it better.

During the first years of my career as a coach, criticism of me in the world of tennis competition were very strong, that he spoke both LOVE, transmit the technique through feelings, rather than mechanical repetition and hard work, made people think I was crazy and worse, like creating sects and brainwashing.

But the result was wonderful !!! The boys were finding more calm inside themselves and their play grew and grew (of course within its capabilities) it was wonderful to see these changes and above all they felt understood and loved, plus increasingly respected themselves, letting themselves be secure in their decisions and actions. It was beautiful.

In the years, some people outside the world of tennis were asking me if they could help and my answer was always NO. I was not a psychologist (although for 4 years I read countless books on psychology and self-help, but nothing compares to the feeling I felt when I receive information that simple "do not know where") nor I dare.

But one summer day I remember perfectly, I said yes, and there it all began ..... The taunts continued, criticisms towards me and my way of understanding the way of life. Especially in the world of tennis.

And a person's life sent another and then another and so on to Marko (to get where I want to get there)

Carlos, a guy he had spent years with and helping him doing this inner work together (as they go hand in hand both) and Antonio met this guy Marko, and both connected well. Marko was suffering as I was years ago and asked if he could come to Marbella for assistance.

That was almost four years ago and today that guy Marko is a divine power to see him living his life with respect and love for yourself to then show it to the others. And the desire to continue to evolve as a human being.

And so amazing to have that in the eyes of his family change (because they saw the destruction and could not do anything about it despite all the resources they have not found the key) his older brother, who also wanted to learn tennis through where that change was possible.

(Say, criticisms and opinions about my person remained in many hard cases, but increasingly people who lived daily in the tournaments perceived good vibes or good energy in the group of us) let one parenthesis here;


----- Eight years ago more or less I made some shirts for my sport, using Chinese characters to put in Love and Peace, and do you know why in Chinese characters? Because I still did not love myself enough to put it in Spanish for the looks of people feeling feeling their judgment and derision were with me. But I needed to embroider them, that's what saved my life, the love that brought me PEACE. And it took me to the edge. Two years later, the following embroidered shirts I sent to Javier (the man who embroiders my clothes) I now wrote in Spanish;


And I said, pants, tracksuits, socks, bags and every clothing I have !!!

All of it !!! As I want to advertise what saved my life !!!

Let them think what they want, they have every right. Also, no matter who judges me, because I love them equally.

And that was what catapulted me to step back and showed me that love works with people who judge you or even hate -----

And so the brother of Marko is Novak and was about three years ago I had my first encounter with him.

His intellect-mind was already familiar with the energy and spirituality and soul was open to receive through me. It all began and it was divine from the beginning and during most times was repeated that work on the inner level and always on the same basis, address and instrument (if I may call it that) that takes you LOVE to PEACE.

I need to share, to Novak, in his imperfection as every human being has a very large generosity, kindness, commitment to helping disadvantaged and a feeling of love for his very large (though that has sometimes made him out to the side controller, but that we are all here to evolve into beings humans. And our shortcomings as he knows)

During talks, lectures or just personal conversations is a very common question;

?? But Pepe any of the above (referring to the "best" the quotation marks because in my opinion there is no better or worse, only players) you practice what you say ??

And my answer was always the same;

"In the land of the blind the one eyed man is king" is to say that if everyone does wrong, one that does a little less evil can bring them to the water.


Besides answer;

But the world and humanity is changing and there is growing awareness of this. Within a few years we will feel normal, (currently abnormality) to talk about love as a path in life, whether in the context whatsoever.

Now it is much easier to answer that question teaching this photo !!!

This player is one of the "top"

And all this writing here to give thanks to the love and in this case in particular to Novak for giving him a huge dimensionality and echo LOVE. Also to say (and I say this from experience) that you have to be brave today to talk or praise the word LOVE (as sad as it sounds) and to many millions of people who pierce their eyes and their possible sharp judgment on you.

I say of course that everyone is a mere instrument that life uses to bring you where you want to go. 

The water which quenches thirst, the tap is only the instrument that uses water to make it flow.

I learned to learn and have desire to continue learning to be a tap.

And you please become or continue being a tap wherever life brings you .....


I LOVE YOU ..... Thank you Novak

And I LOVE YOU Thanks Marko

Thanks Carlos I LOVE YOU

Thanks Antonio, Oscar, Ivan I LOVE YOU

Thanks to everyone who walks in LOVE

Thank you for being able to name you and thank you all for reading something about love.

And anyone who is still uncomfortable hearing about LOVE and feels judgement about what you have read, I say from the greatest humility I can find within myself and with the utmost respect;

I LOVE YOU, from the heart…. I LOVE YOU


Computers & the perfect technology... Which has always existed!

'Life has brought me to India for a couple of weeks and that means parting "physically" (not from soul) from home and the privilege to physically live with my family.

I am sharing this with anyone who wants it with the utmost respect and a wonderful experience that I'm living these days and which I am currently experiencing.

Today the possibilities of communicating over long distances, thanks to advanced technologies, are enormous. Via telephone, WhatsApp, FaceTime, Facebook etc ...

But I want to share the method I used today and has been a real experience of what we consider real, and this is what I mean;

More real than what we would normally consider is one that brings us closer or to have an experience full of emotions and feelings, right? So one prefers FaceTime (talk while you see one another) rather than simply phone (which is only talking) because it gives you more of this feeling of union with the two senses (hearing and sight) making you feel closer to the other person.

Exactly, that's what brings us closer to the other person through the feelings and emotions.

Well, there is a communication channel (which is what I used today) that makes us feel full intensity (I would say from my experience through which I lived today) that does not need more than a super perfect machine which is available to all human beings regardless of wealth or location.


                YOU yes you you you and only you .....

Using your mind and soul-Heart

Some of you have heard or read about "The Power of Now" book and conferences that have been transmitted by Eckhart Tolle.

It conveys that if you live in the moment the intensity is high and there are also no worries or fears or any negative emotion (if you would like more information you can easily find on YouTube and in the book "The Power of Now)

And that is precisely it, by closing our eyes and connecting with our thoughts to those people with who we want to connect or even with situations that we have experienced or that we want to live !!!

The intensity is total and is very difficult to reach these levels of connection through conventional means we use.

If you realise when we talk by phone or FaceTime or Facebook ..... While we do so it is very likely that we are thinking or doing other things so therefor we are not in the power of now and so the intensity decreases significantly !! !

In addition!!! There is always wifi when we use our !!! SUPER COMPUTER !!!

Instructions for use in case anyone had any little doubt how to use this wonder with which we were born;

1. Close your eyes and through your mind think of those people who you want to communicate to and feel that love which you feel for them.

2. Notice that the thought of them makes you start to feel wonderful emotions and sensations.

3. Open yourself to live these emotions with all their intensity, it's time to use your Soul-Heart

4. Very important step;

THANKFUL THANKFUL THANKFUL, and do not stop the very real experience that you are experiencing, that the intensity will increase to levels unsuspected by the mind but by the Heart Soul levels and it is very likely to come from your eyes tears of happiness .... .

This wonderful experience to live just shows a very valuable lesson;


       !!! THE HUMAN BEING !!!

And so one more reason to be aware of the wonder who you are as a human being and not to shrink away from that great truth trying to get things thinking that will make us better or more valid than others to have them, call it "wins" "possessions" " fame ".....

So do not be misled from the wonder that we are;

    !!! HUMANS !!!

With all my love and respect,

Loving hug & PEACE